I don't know, I've been feeling so low and bad lately, like I have no self-confidence. I put off and put off pitching until finally I sent a query letter on Tuesday. It was assigned that day, but I was so lacking in confidence I really wonder why I bothered.
I'm just feeling so low right now. I wish I knew what to do to make it stop. Perhaps it will come to me in a dream, or if I do spiritual writing (I've never done this, it's a joke.)
I wish I knew.